~and it feels so good.
So I talked to my former best friend for a very long time. We shared some laughs. It was fun.
Memories are indeed trickling back to me. I do miss our adventures, but I'd rather be a good person. I know influence isnt much of an excuse but it's all I can tell myself at night that helps me become better. I've stated before that I have come a long way. I dont want to throw away all my progress by becoming friends with someone who behaves the way I DO NOT want to be seen. It's very embarrassing that my own mother cannot trust us together, for me at least.
But either way, Im happy we talked today.
In other spiraling events...
My ankle hurts more, but... I was offered a brace that is nearly invisible. [: I can deal with that.
School was trifiling today. Like always.
I love how things always get under my skin, but today nothing happened. It was frustrating being treated like I was a cripple. I seriously can walk, it hurts but I dont need any help doing things. I feel very distant when people treat me like I cant do things alone. Heh, I think I can write my own warmup. My ANKLE is hurt, not my hand. Dont... treat me like a baby.
Besides that mess, I love life.
Someone said to a group as a whole that, "Life should be a struggle, then you know you're living for God."
Or something along the lines of that. [:
